50shadezofcarter:

I text back embarrassingly fast

or three hours later

there is no in between

(via justheldhands)

This past week has been probably the best week I have ever had. I’m starting to really find myself especially with my wonderful boyfriend by my side. He has helped me open so many new doors in my life and I don’t know where I’d be if not for him. Now working two full time jobs has really made me open my eyes and experience what it’s like to really grow up. I am now working at the middle school as a one to one aid with a boy who is autistic and I love my job so much it is so rewarding to me. And I am still working nights at my salon. Working almost 60 hour weeks takes a lot out of me but it makes me feel so accomplished. I am able to put so much money in the bank and save up to eventually move out which I really want to do very soon. I feel like I really am growing as a person and bettering myself. I now know who I really am and that is the greatest feeling in the world. I am so incredibly happy with where my life is going and I’m hoping to only see my self go up from here. And I couldn’t do all this without my wonderful friends, my beyond supportive mother, and my wonderful boyfriend. And I love them all. I can’t remember the last time I was this happy.

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katiespissed:

katiespissed:

Thinking about things for the first time tonight. I’m not really sure I know how to feel. I’m so numb to everything around me. I feel cold and heartless. And I don’t know what love is.

Sigh

This will always remain true.

Yo life is weird man
If someone told me this is where I’d be a year ago I’d say yeah fucking right. But damn don’t even know if I’m content or really fucking bored.

Anonymous:  wah lol

What

Anonymous:  Isn't it weirdly fulfilling to see someone become so trashy after you've expelled them from your life? To see them plummet downwards after you've left them behind for good? Cause man, your ex dude... And you're doing so much better. It's like strangely amusing to me, keep it up bro

johnnyhotboi:

It’s more fufilling to me to have moved on from a really shitty experience and to have found someone who treats me so well and is so honest and kind to me and cares about me so much. I don’t really take pleasure in seeing anyone’s life turn into garbage and if anything I think its sad that things didn’t work out as well for her as they did for me.

This is hilarious 😂

katiespissed:

Thinking about things for the first time tonight. I’m not really sure I know how to feel. I’m so numb to everything around me. I feel cold and heartless. And I don’t know what love is.

Sigh

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